Lonesome Nights..

Why do I find my pillow wet
everytime when I wake up
I stretch my arms and look for you
Ah! one side of my bed is still made up.

I close my eyes but they never sleep
I inhale all the time but not able to breathe
Bizarre dreams crumble my world
Wish I could reach your hand, unwind & hold..

I Believe...

"I know I am strong,
& I have done nothing wrong..
why to be sad & cry all day long..
When you know u can still sing life’s song

You might have given your hundred percent
And sometimes it doesn’t come back to you
No matter how honestly you try
Guess it's not meant for you..

I take my word, life is full of hope,
I will hold on to it, and not go off the rope..
There are tasks to do & things to ponder,
I will keep on moving & strive for wonders..

Far away at a distance, I see heights,
Waiting for me to achieve..
I stand up, I gear up,
I will bounce back, That's my belief!!"

Waiting....

I am looking at the sky, waiting for you to come back,
I walk ahead, hoping to see you, when I turn back..
And I know, again u will not be there,
Its harsh to feel and so hard to bear..
Sometimes you come in my dreams,
And tell me not to wait..
I m clueless, I m helpless,
But its doesn't fit in my head so straight..
How can I kill the feelings, I fear,
I will be an Assassin, I am afraid..

Nothing!..nothing can kill my spirit, nothing can let me down..I am sure I am going to see tint of colors & splash of joy with whatever I try, n whatever I own...

"Sometimes a pitch dark night with a moonless sky can be so full of sunshine!...and then the sun rises and brings hopeless darkness of dying dreams ... I look at them and say...I will not let them die, I will not let them fade."